A lot of folks walk around carrying one of two painful stories about themselves: I’m not enough or I’m too much. If this is you, you’re not alone. As much as 85% of people struggle with self-worth.
You might walk around thinking you’re not good enough, not successful enough, or just not as interesting as other people. Or maybe it goes the other direction — that you’re too sensitive, too emotional, too needy, or just “a lot.” These thoughts don’t feel like random worries that come and go, but they feel true, like basic facts about who you are, and they can affect your goals and behaviors. After a while, you stop questioning them, and they affect how you act and how much of yourself you show to others. But most of the time, these beliefs didn’t start as facts but as a guess on why something hurt.
Where These Beliefs Begin
At some point, something didn’t feel good. Many things can lead to these beliefs. Maybe you were picked apart a lot. Maybe your feelings were ignored or made fun of. Maybe you were constantly compared to someone else. Maybe you felt left out, turned down, or overlooked. Maybe the adults around you were stressed, busy, or dealing with their own issues.
When things hurt — especially when we’re kids — we naturally try to figure out why. And the simplest explanation is usually the one that says: “It must be something about me.”
- If I weren’t so sensitive, this wouldn’t happen.
- If I were better, they would stay.
- If I didn’t need so much, I wouldn’t cause problems.
Over time, those explanations stop feeling like guesses and turn into identity. You don’t just think you messed up, but you think that you are the problem and these beliefs can lead to struggles like anxiety and depression.
How It Shows Up in Everyday Life
Even years later, those old beliefs can still be quietly steering your life. On the outside, you might seem confident and capable, but inside you’re constantly working to manage how you come across. 
If your belief is “I’m not enough”, you may constantly push yourself to achieve more or win approval, struggle to truly rest, brush off compliments, and treat small mistakes like major failures. If your belief is “I’m too much”, you might hold parts of yourself back, overthink what you share, replay conversations to see if you overdid it, or apologize for having completely normal feelings and needs. Either way, living like that is exhausting. You’re always thinking: Was that okay? Did I say too much? Did I do enough? Are they upset because of me? There might be a constant inner voice of doubt, and even when someone reassures you, it often doesn’t fully sink in.
Why It’s Hard to Just “Think Positive”
You might know, on a rational level, that you’re capable and worthy. But then something happens — someone criticizes you, there’s tension in a relationship, or you feel rejected — and suddenly that old belief comes back like it was always true. That’s because these beliefs aren’t just thoughts you can talk yourself out of. They’re tied to past experiences that really affected you. Your brain stored those moments along with the feelings that came with them, so when something today feels similar, your reaction happens fast and automatic. It’s not a lack of trying hard, but it’s simply the way memory and emotion are tied together.
How EMDR Helps
EMDR is a therapy approach that helps your brain process old experiences that still feel charged.
You don’t have to tell your whole life story over and over or relive everything in detail. Instead, you briefly bring to mind parts of a memory while following guided eye movements or tapping, known as BLS. It may sound simple, but it helps your brain sort through experiences that never fully got processed at the time. EMDR doesn’t make memories disappear but helps to soften the intensity and emotions of them.
What the Shift Feels Like
Folks usually describe the shift in pretty simple terms. They can still remember what happened, but it doesn’t affect them the same way emotionally. They feel less triggered and less quick to blame themselves. “I’m not enough” starts to feel more like “I’m human.” “I’m too much” shifts into “I have feelings, and that’s okay.”The change isn’t dramatic or forced but happens gradually and feels steady.
How Life Starts to Feel Different
In everyday life, this can look surprisingly simple. You make a mistake and move on instead of spiraling. You speak up and don’t replay it all night. You let someone be in a bad mood without assuming it’s your fault. You rest without feeling lazy. You stop over-explaining yourself.
You’re not always trying to prove you belong, and you’re not always trying to make yourself smaller either. You just feel steadier. This isn’t about blaming your past or deciding someone messed you up. It’s more about realizing that, at some point, telling yourself you were “too much” or “not enough” probably helped you get through something. Maybe it made things feel more in control or calmer. Maybe it pushed you to work harder and achieve more. Those ways of coping might have made sense back then but may not fit your life now. EMDR helps loosen those old ideas so you’re not still living by rules you came up with years ago.
You Don’t Have to Prove or Shrink
Picture messing something up and thinking, “Okay, that wasn’t great,” instead of, “I’m a total failure.” Picture having needs and not feeling awkward or guilty about them. Picture having strong feelings and not immediately assuming they’re a problem. This kind of change doesn’t mean you suddenly become super confident or never doubt yourself again. It just means you stop constantly judging and second-guessing yourself. If “I’m not enough” or “I’m too much” sounds familiar, it doesn’t mean you’re broken. You probably came to those conclusions during tough or confusing times, and they made sense back then. The good news is they don’t have to keep guiding you life. Schedule a free consultation with the EMDR Center of Denver to learn more about EMDR and if it might be the right fit for you.
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Gessica Cross, LCSW
Gessica Cross has helped people find greater joy and healing from prior trauma, anxiety, and depression, as well as processing grief and life transitions. She is formally trained in EMDR and graduated with a Master’s in Social Work from the University of Illinois with honors. She moved to Colorado after completing a post-graduate fellowship in India in which she provided pro bono work among survivors of kidnapping, abduction, and human slavery. She has specialized in helping people recover from situations of trauma, depression, and anxiety for the last ten years. She is excited to work with you!